Operation waiting time- so let down
So I saw my consultant today, expecting to be given a date for my bowel op in the next two weeks. I finished chemo five weeks ago and he told me (and put in his letter) that he would operate 4-6 weeks after last chemo.
He has given me a date four weeks away, so 9 weeks after last chemo. I am gutted and furious as this is way past the time scale he said and I also have to have liver surgery to remove a met once I'm recovered from bowel one. I actually got pretty angry and refused to stay any longer in the appointment.
I feel like giving up, throwing myself in front of a car or something, as I feel like the hospital us just gonna let me die anyway by delaying surgery.