I can’t believe I have cancer
I have been on this forum for two years with blood in my stool, I’m 31 years old. Today the saw a cancerous polyp around 30mm in my rectum. All I did was cry today. I don’t want to die. I don’t want to leave my baby and husband. I don’t want to leave my family. I have never been so scared. They have given me an mri appointment 3 weeks later. I’m scared it will spread. They’re doing everything so late. I’m an absolute mess. They kept saying hemorrhoids and never refereed me.