Hi everyone so it’s been a good 5 weeks since my colonoscopy. I had a colonoscopy ultrasound on Saturday again didn’t get much info from there apart from it’s not 3cm it 3.5cm oh great ! And that parts of it didn’t look good so they need to take it out to get the full picture 😖 I am keeping busy with my little one but I am still in the unknown, wondering what they will find will this delay affect it. My mind going to all sorts of scenarios. Waiting for someone to call me for a date for the procedure. Why I’m so nervous and scared, why is it that when I wake up in the middle of the night I find it hard to sleep. This not knowing is excruciatingly hard. People around me are so supportive but no one really knows how this fear feels.