I don’t often visit this site but feel really lost at the moment. So thought who better to share my thoughts with than the people who really know how I might be feeling.
On the face of it I’m doing really well. I’m 4 years exactly from my diagnosis and have passed all the surveillance tests with flying colours. So what’s the problem ? Mainly the debilitating anxiety that I have experienced whilst waiting for tests and results. My CEA has always ranged between 1.0 and 1.3 at the highest to date. Yesterday’s result was still in the normal range but higher than us usual at 1.6. My Team aren’t worried but I am absolutely panic stricken that it is on its way up. Does anyone have any words of comfort ? 😢